Quotes

There are wounds I do not want to heal because their ache is the only evidence that something mattered deeply. It is not weakness to miss what is gone. It is the truest measure of the depth with which I have loved.
 I look for you in every sunset, in every quiet car ride, in every adventure I take and every storm I weather. I look for you when I laugh, when I cry, when the world feels too heavy and when it feels light again. I search for you in the silence between moments, in the spaces only you could fill. You’re everywhere and nowhere all at once. And every day, I still hope to turn around and see you there, reminding me that I was never alone.
"I’ve never been the same since my brother died. There is a melancholy inside me that never goes away. I’m 50 percent happy and 50 percent sad at any given moment. And the only advice I can give people for when you lose someone like that is…you won’t ever get over it. And the more you know that and embrace it, the better off you are.”

We were together. It wasn’t fully understood until he was gone and the hardest decision when we all make his dog is knowing when we have to let go realizing that all too often we’re holding onto them because we can’t imagine a world without them and I couldn’t today. There is a hole in my heart and emptiness filled by my left side my sweep boomer you are now the golden in each and every beautiful low country sunset I knew I would one face, but would never be ready for

This morning said goodbye to my best friend. 12 years ago this golden soul marched into my life, a little blonde fluff that stole my heart while stealing everything around him that he could sink his teeth them too. We completed our trio with the adoption of his brother six months later then we became the Three Musketeers always on the Hunt for adventure along the way they were became more than a dog. It doesn’t feel enough to call him a best friend. It’s all too familiar with words needed so often before I even knew myself boomer wasn’t just a companion, he was a child. I never had the emotional support. I hadn’t yet found in a significant other. My therapist that was always on call had an emotional intelligence that exceeded anything. I hadn’t understanding for although I saw it and appreciated it every day we were together, it wasn’t fully understood until he was gone and the hardest decision when we all make his dog owners there knowing when we have to let go realizing that all too often we’re holding onto them because we can’t imagine a world without them. I couldn’t today. There is a hole in my heart and emptied by my side, my sweet boomer now the golden in Egypt and every beautiful low country sunset

certain cost 

From the PorchExcuse this old dog still howling— it’s just the moon again, dragging its light through old wounds.You can’t teach the heart new tricks, when it’s grown long in the tooth, waiting on the porch for a door that won’t open anymore.
Dwell on the beauty of life. Watch the stars, and see yourself running with them.” ― Marcus Aurelius,